yes, one year flew past, LIKE OMG SO FAST.

one year ago, we were still standard ones who didnt know anything, and just complained and complained about how tiring training was, about how fierce the instructors were.

but half a year later, when we have the last training with staff charlotte, staff manjia and sgt samantha, i suddenly realised how much i will miss them. staff charlotte's low-voice-shoutings, staff manjia's quietness+wenrou-ness, sgt samantha's shoutings at unexpected times.

but it's only the 3 of them, i thought, and i'll get to see them around. so i didnt think much

another half a year, the 5 instructors were leaving. and i didnt go for the last training. well, it cant be prevented.

sgt daniel, our SC. no more shoutings, no more naggings, no more spastic-ness, no more sarcasm from him. no more taking attendance of sgt christine and sgt daniel. no more staff xinyi's shoutings, no more sgt christine's shoutings, no more sgt yongsheng's epicness, no more sgt marcus' spastic-ness.

well, you may think that what we miss is only their shoutings, their shoutings ONLY. but no, no, no. its not about that. they put alot of effort into planning every training, standard one camp, and all the things they did for us. that is what i miss most.

the next training would be entirely different. standard 3s instructors. would it just like be last year? when sgt daniel that batch just took over? i hope so. i hope we will like them as much.

i really really really really really want them[std 4s'10] to be there during out JNCO. i want them to see how much we have improved. i want to make them happy. i want to make them proud, that we are a squad that they once took, and we have improved from standard ones that didnt know anything, until a instructor-to-be. i really really want them to be there. yes, and i mean it.

standard 4s '10, all of you rock! all of you are AWESOME! all of you will be stuck in my head forever.