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Live out of your Imagination Thursday, July 29, 2010
 at 9:48 PMi don't know why, but i'm starting to miss her D: maybe its the after-effects of watching 明星志工队. i regret being pissed at her, despite knowing that she didn't do it on purpose. i regret going to her house so reluctantly, and rarely talked to her. i regret talking to her so impatiently sometimes. i regret making her upset. i regret not going for dinner at her house, and that was the last time. idk what i was thinking then. maybe i was just too selfish, and never thought about her feelings when she knew that i didn't want to go. but i didn't know that everything will happen so.... suddenly. it was only a few months back, when i saw her talking and smiling happily, talking to my parents. it was only a few months back.... and the dinner that i didn't go, was the last dinner i could have had with her. but its too late now. no more chance for me this would probably be the most regretful thing i would have done in my life. it has been 80 days. i didn't even had time to see her for the last time before she went. and now i'm missing her. maybe i just don't know how to treasure people around me. i need to learn to do that, and not only realise their importance when they have already left you. i'm sorry for this. i promise i'll change. for you, for her, for everyone around me. but for now, i just need somewhere to lock myself in. breakdown; but i promise i'll be alright tomorrow. |
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