have like ALOT of things to do now.

1) LA debate.

2) JAP COMPO (RAHHH)

3) many others but i dont bother listing out.

but i dont feel like doing anything now. (except to slack)

anyway, schoool was boring today, except for PE. and SCIENCE. of course.

got back math and physics paper. quite happyyy (: just that carelessness killed me again. RAHHH.

PC today was kind of true. thought about a lot of things during PC.

like, really. i never thought about how people feel when i gossiped, but after that then i realised how bad i was. okay whatever. im not gonna talk about this today.

slept in history for like 5 minutes during the video xD and i totally forgot about JAP. zzzz. shall stay up today. although i doubt my eyes allows me to. but aiya, shall just stay up.

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Day 2 --- Your crush.

Dear crush,

i don't know who you are, but in any case, you should be really cool. i hope i can talk to you more, so that you don't remain as my crush forever. but infatuation is temporal, so i hope i get over you soon! see ya soon.

Love,

yifei

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some things are just better off unsaid.

though keeping everything inside me may not be the best way to solve the problem.

but blurting everything out isn't the best way either.

i would rather remain silent. this way, i wouldn't be hurting anyone. right?

its always like that.

i say something,

i regret,

i feel bad about it for one whole day/month/year.

then. when i keep my mouth shut.

i couldn't help but have the urge to say it out.

then the cycle repeats.