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Live out of your Imagination Saturday, October 30, 2010
 at 10:36 PMjnco. course day one is like over? hahaha shan't elaborate on it. overall: today was quite okay, not as bad as i thought it would be xD activation IS COOL! totally not looking forward to course day two ): >< okay shall not talk about it. dinner with squad is epic, as usual, and also how we missed the bus and waited for ages for another 30 but its single deck so we waited for another million years. -- currently i'm missing 2F ): after reading the longlong note xiao qi posted >< FERRA rocks. FOREVER. ;D
Thursday, October 28, 2010
at 10:38 PMaiyahhh. shall quote diane: "SCREWED" okay nevermind. maths trail was erm fun? LOL walked around feeling super tired hahaha. but the games were fun! amazed by how they actually came up with the games :D shall skip the results part till comp trial. super funny, especially during FD. HAHA quite okay lah, but problem is: JNCO COURSE DAY IS THIS SATURDAY. ): shall not talk about how my mom scolded and nagged about my results -_- JNCO COURSE DAY = alot of things to prepare ): eg. MOI DRAFT. FLAG DRAFT. NAMETAG DRAFT. OH NOOOOOO. by 2nd of november for our group. GG ): 231210 come fasterrr :D --- oh AND THIS IS THE NUMBER 333 POST :D tomorrow. last day with ferra. these two years had been fun for me. never thought that i would get into such a hyper class :D really really love the ferra-ris a lot. i don't wanna leave ): but i'm sure we'll still keep in contact with each other even in year 3 (: but i still dont wanna leave ): well. ONCE A FERRA-RI, ALWAYS A FERRA-RI. i love 2F 2010. ferra, i'll miss you
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
at 8:47 PMCME TRIP HAHAHAHA. hawpar villa and kampong glam ._. nothing much, just visit all the museums and stuff. me don't like. after that was piano with germs and maple-d awhile at her house :D i still remembered my password! surprisingly. went home at 6+ and slept on the bus. super tiredddd. and there's comp trial tomorrow. and tomorrow tomorrow. ah well. SATURDAY. SATURDAY. SATURDAY ))))): jnco course day 1. ah nevermind shall face it with a positive mind. THERE'S SO MANY THINGS TO DO BEFORE JNCO. LIKE A LONG LIST OF THINGS TO DO. WTH. i totally can't wait for 231210. CANT WAIT. the more i think about this. the more i feel like..... ....... submitted my choices yesterday. PRAY AND HOPE THAT I GET INTO TRIPLE SCIENCE. for now, i shall just freak out over COURSE DAY. not jnco yet. ><
Sunday, October 24, 2010
at 9:12 PMMUSCLE ACHES. but kayaking is fun (: today i realised how fun capsizing was :D -check depth- -rockrockrock- -capsize- -tap 3 times- -come out from the side where you capsized- -shout for help- HAHA definitely more fun than something else that is coming up. AND I'M DEFINITELY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT ): okay other things first. i still feel like im bobbing up and down in my kayak. like everything is moving up and down. AND I'M STILL IMAGINING HOW I'M CAPSIZING. HAHA in conclusion, kayaking was fun to the max. shall take back my words when i said that i hate kayaking ;D
Saturday, October 23, 2010
at 9:38 PMkayaking! am super tired now. can totally just fall asleep but nah not gonna sleep. kayaking was okay i guess. just don't like the capsize part ): where you rock rock rock, then you fall into the water, then you tap 3 times, and you get out of your kayak. kept forgetting to tap 3 times -_- HAIZ I'M DREADING TOMORROW'S KAYAKING ): like super tired and totally don't feel like going tomorrow. okay nevermind shall be positive. TOMORROW WILL BE FUN! -_- haiz shall go do other stuff now. //and now i realize the meaning behind everything they did. its all because we're not good enough.
Friday, October 22, 2010
at 9:21 PMoh well. everything is over. results. can say that i'm quite disappointed over my results. probably not up to my expectations. or maybe, its just impossible for me to get that high. maths. wasn't really surprised i guess. maybe i just deserve that kind of marks. was disappointed with my marks at first. but being disappointed with it won't pull my marks out. so decided to just face it. ultimately, the one getting scolded would be me. no use being emo over results. in my opinion. as expected, got scolded for doing so badly for maths, but whatever, i've done my best. and if this is what i get, then i don't blame myself. can't stand it when she starts comparing me with other people again. hello, i'm me. why compare? if that's the best i can do, you compare also no use right. disappointed my parents. disappointed myself. but i'm still gonna be myself, always crazy and high and laughing. i'm not going to cry or emo over my results because this is reality. reality is cruel. reality sucks. Tuesday, October 19, 2010
at 7:22 PMOMGOMG 2 MORE DAYS TO RESULTS DAY. gg ): ahhhhhhh D: nvm still got tomorrow to enjoy! shall go support volleyball. WE GOT IN THE FINALS ;DDDD jiayou FERRA! i love 2F~ this saturday and sunday is kayaking, quite excited ^^ but at the same time quite scared. for the capsize part T_T AND AFTER THAT WOULD BE WHAT. JNCO COURSE DAY. THE DAY AFTER THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. what is this man you'know. i have like lots of words to say about SJ. but this isn't the right place to say it :D so i shall summarise: WHY AM I DREADING SJ ACTIVITIES NOW T_T i mean i love going for trainings with my squad mates, and since i haven't been seeing them much lately, i would love to go for SQUAD ACTIVITIES. but...... not looking forward to JNCO course day. SHALL ENJOY LIFE TILL THIS THURSDAY ^^ 你自己明白 你做了什么 我劝了很多次，现在，我也不想再重复 因为那只会浪费你我的时间。 Monday, October 18, 2010
at 9:12 PMwent out with mom today ^^ bought a bag xD and basically slacked. as usual. hahaha! audi-ed with jiaqi and stuff. and watched dramas + variety shows :D so basically, my life now = shopping or watching dramas or audi or watching variety shows. I LOVE IT ;D okay back to hana kimi jap version ^^ hahahaha
Sunday, October 17, 2010
at 9:28 PMhahaha changed blogskin~ coz i lost the code for the other one >: found this blogskin which is (i think) made my the same person! hahaha so qiao xD went pasir ris park with diane and angelina :D cycling was super funnnnn. super shiok! especially the down hill parts 3 more days to enjoy. and i think opera looks super cool. hahahahaha okay shall go slack somemore ^^ at 12:51 AMso basically slacked the whole day off ._. nothing much to do. drama and audi :D but life after EOYs seems so different >< like i always don't know what to do. before EOYs: "OMG SHIT EOYS COMINGGG, GG" during EOYs: "haizzz I CANT WAIT FOR EOYS TO BE OVER. im gonna do 1234567876543 things after EOYs" when EOYs finally ends: "sian idk what to do now" YEAH its like that. >< nvm shall chiong dramas and slack the day off ;D okay shall go sleep now. //不要忘記我們曾想要飛翔的夢
Friday, October 15, 2010
at 8:07 PMYES. so everything is over =) EOYs are over! but actually it doesn't feel much of a difference. for me. like oh EOYs are over = more slack time ;D hahahaha, shall dedicate my first part of my freedom to DACTYL BLOGSKIN ;D don't feel like changing blogskin. not until i feel sian of it. YAY I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE ITS OVERRRR. 5 days. before the results 15 days. before we leave each other ):
Thursday, October 14, 2010
at 8:01 PM//i'm hoping for a miracle but as i was studying for science, many things went through my mind. like how tomorrow is EOEOYs already. 30th october is JNCO course day already. 8-10 november is chalet already etc.. everything seems to be so near, and soon, it would be JNCO. like yeah. JNCO. not standard one camp anymore, not level camp. but JUNIOR NCO training camp. maybe its because of the lack of trainings that i'm somehow drifting away from squad mates. it's been a long long time since i went home or stayed back with squad mates. i don't know, maybe its just because "oh its the EOYs so i don't want to stay in school to study, since i know i can't" nah, just excuses for myself. but i hope i can get closer to squad mates again soon, since so many SJ activities are coming up ^^ and then i thought of something else. about how first i need to win myself before i can win others. maths exam paper sort of waked me up. maybe i was too confident for maths, maybe i thought my maths was good, but apparently not. but there's no use in ranting over that now right? now that its over. so now i'm just hoping for the best. and then, another thing came into my mind. it might not be good to post it up here. so i should really remain silent. i know i've probably hurt many people. so now i've learnt to remain silent in case i hurt more people. well, took 10 minutes off science revision to type this. sort of meaningless yeah, so back to revision ;) 首先, 我必須得打敗自己\\ 但是, 那並不容易 at 5:37 PMmaths is overrr but then, this time, i'm confident of not getting a high score ): no time T_T but i have one whole week to enjoy before RESULTS DAY. 3.6 seem to be an impossible dream now. unless there's a miracle! hoping for one though. >< right. im gonna get 4.1 GPA :D and top the level~ in my dreams yeah. HAHAHA science tomorrow. shall really mugggg for it. cannot afford to screw it up again! TOMORROW. IS. THE. LAST. DAY. ITS JUST A FEW MORE HOURSSSSSS ;DDDDD
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
at 4:17 PMYAY all the essay papers ARE OVERRR~ today's geog wasn't okay. almost died writing ): but well, its over. epic fail time management again DRQ - 1hour 5 minutes first essay - 30 minutes second essay - 25 minutes. but nowwwww,
im left with science and maths ;D ah well, slacked for a longlonglong time just now ): maths tmr. shall go do past year papers laterrr. im gonna sleep now. ;D JUST 2 MORE DAYS. 2 MOREEEEE Tuesday, October 12, 2010
at 4:46 PMYAY HISTORY IS NOW HISTORY ;D but i think i screwed it up :O aiya nvm shall wait for my results chinese paper II was okay i guess. managed to finish xD was panicking about how i won't finish it but i did history :O time management fail ttm. inference - 20 minutes comparison - 25 minutes reliability - 15 minutes drawing conclusion - 15 last few parts totally chionged left with like 30 minutes for essay but i chionged both parts in 25 minutes. left with 5 minutes HAHAHAHA okay shall slack awhile before geog :O
Sunday, October 10, 2010
at 10:10 PMyayy hahah its 10/10/10 10:10 =) went for the last maths tuition for this year. haha, got crazy as usual. then was studying history. tomorrow chinese paper 2. just hope the zong he tian kong and the li jie wen da wont be too hard ._. okay back to writing history notes :D ITS JUST 5 MORE DAYSSSSSS.
at 12:54 AMhahaha yay its 101010. shall post at 10:10! pm. i suppose. haha xD so today i only managed to complete history notes. but nvm still felt super accomplished. ;DD okay really short post. no mood to blog. ~
Friday, October 8, 2010
at 7:47 PMi think i'm in love with this song :D love both the 杨宗纬 version and the 孙燕姿 version! but i think yangzongwei's one is more touching ;D 站在十字路的交點 該怎麼走 我卻只剩回頭 除了你給的傘我再也沒有 別的藉口 去擁有你的什麼 你能體諒我有雨天 偶爾膽怯你都瞭解 過去那些大雨落下的瞬間 我突然發現 誰能體諒我的雨天 所以情願回你身邊 此刻腳步會慢一些 如此堅決 你卻越來越遠 牽手和分手來自同一雙手 做回朋友 我卻為何不懂挽留 你能體諒我有雨天 偶爾膽怯你都瞭解 過去那些大雨落下的瞬間 我突然發現 誰能體諒我的雨天 所以情願回你身邊 此刻腳步會慢一些 如此堅決 你卻越來越遠 是否太晚路已走遠 我的眼眶淚太滿 走不回你身邊 你能體諒我有雨天 偶爾膽怯你都瞭解 過去那些大雨落下的瞬間 我突然發現 誰能體諒我的雨天 此刻腳步會慢一些 如此堅決 你卻越來越遠 ♥ ♥
at 7:35 PM誰能體諒我的雨天 zuowen + ying yong wen = awesome TTM! i think its quite okay lah, at least. *prays* okay not exactly but yeah, just happy over that fact that language essays are over :D now to the humanities ._. should start doing history notes, have been slacking for the past few hours T_T promised xiaoqi and felicia to finish it by today! even if that means staying up HAHAHA. oh well. SEVEN MORE DAYS. wait till its ONE LAST DAY. then i'll scream and shout for joy. 你能體諒我有雨天 偶爾膽怯你都瞭解 Thursday, October 7, 2010
at 9:56 PM2 PAPERS DOWN. 6 more ^^ :DDDD tomorrow's chinese. i'm doing history notes. OH WELL SHALL READ THROUGH MY FILE LATER :D and write down notes~ jiayou me. i can do it! ITS JUST 8 MORE DAYS.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
at 8:13 PMIN 12 HOURS 17 MINUTES TIME I'LL BE TAKING MY FIRST PAPER. LA ._. but after tomorrow i can say bye to MOV and TKAM ^^ yeah~ anyway today was looking at results. quite disappointed i say. i improved for GPA, but still ._. could have done better i guess? BUT THERE'S STILL EOYs. AND I'M GONNA WORK TOWARDS 3.6. its possible :D shall mug hard for maths, science, geog and hist :D 3.6 HERE I COME :D
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
at 8:44 PMomgomgomg. I AM SO GONNA START MUGGING LIKE THERE'S NO TMR FOR LA AFTER THIS POST. but before that, have to do my changwensuoduan LOL. today was quite normal, nothing much happened. at least, i can't remember. >< yeah, reached home pretty early today (3.30pm) and as usual, slacked. felt super pissed because the house right below mine is renovating ._. SUPER NOISY. anyway yeah. so now i should get to serious mugging. FOR MOV AND TKAM AT LEAST. and well, i'm pretty happy with my CA2 results :D
Monday, October 4, 2010
at 4:47 PMnormal day~ 1 1/2 hours of maths. BUT I FINALLY CAN DO SET THEORY :D like i finally understand the questions. shall practice more~ but for this three days im gonna concentrate on MOV and TKAM IF NOT SERIOUSLY GG FOR LA. but for now i'll slack for A WHILE, then back to LA. ;D yeah so after went with shermaine jia qi ruiling and disheng to kampong arang. to eat chicken rice. but before that we stoned infront of the library for like 5 minutes to decide where to go. HAHA epic. then actually wanted to take 12, but since we saw 12 leave the busstop. we decided to take circle line. BUT THEN. 30 came. so me and jiaqi pang seh-ed them to take 30. HAHAHA EPIC. on the bus talked a lot xD ~ 3 days.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
at 7:38 PMtuition was epic as usual! had a good time laughing ;D DESTRESS! then back home and its back to studying. am mainly concentrating on LA first. TWO BOOKS ): finished tkam today so now its MOV. ahhh idk how i'm supposed to memorise. is so screwed for LA. on the bright side, AFTER LA I CAN JUST THROW TKAM AND MOV TO ONE SIDE AND NO MORE OF THOSE TWO. WOOHOOO~ okay back to MUGGING. ): ): ): 4 days. 很高興遇見你 讓我終究明白 回憶 比真實精彩 謝謝你 Saturday, October 2, 2010
at 3:55 PM|there's no turning back| haven't been running for quite long ): stamina is dropping! nvm shall gain back after EOYs i'm just thinking of the things that i'm gonna do after EOYs. but EOYs... shan't think about it. -- because everything i say is just nonsense to you. because nothing about me matters to you. not anymore\ and we need to do extra work now. good job. so much for EOYs revision. we've handed in our work. and you said we didn't. but for the sake of our results, we have to do extra work. how unfair is this D: < and i think everyone's mugging. like real harddd >< //because i'm not them. but i'm trying already. can't you see? 对不起.
Friday, October 1, 2010
at 7:16 PMschool today was quite okay, i think everyone went abit crazy. EXAM STRESS. hahahaha had like 3 quizzes in a row. super tiring. after school had science extra lessons and stuff. went home with rui ling and emily. EPIC TTM. HAHAHA was laughing like the whole way there. super funny! reached home and slacked for super long. oooops. --- i think my posts are getting boring. because now its the eoys period =) i just log in to blogger, post, close blogger. HAHA 6 days. jiayou! 謝謝把我從雲端推落 - 才讓我好好看清整片天空 |
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