but as i was studying for science, many things went through my mind.

like how tomorrow is EOEOYs already. 30th october is JNCO course day already. 8-10 november is chalet already etc..

everything seems to be so near, and soon, it would be JNCO.

like yeah. JNCO. not standard one camp anymore, not level camp. but JUNIOR NCO training camp.

maybe its because of the lack of trainings that i'm somehow drifting away from squad mates. it's been a long long time since i went home or stayed back with squad mates. i don't know, maybe its just because "oh its the EOYs so i don't want to stay in school to study, since i know i can't"

nah, just excuses for myself.

but i hope i can get closer to squad mates again soon, since so many SJ activities are coming up ^^

and then i thought of something else.

about how first i need to win myself before i can win others. maths exam paper sort of waked me up. maybe i was too confident for maths, maybe i thought my maths was good, but apparently not. but there's no use in ranting over that now right? now that its over. so now i'm just hoping for the best.

and then, another thing came into my mind.

it might not be good to post it up here. so i should really remain silent.

i know i've probably hurt many people.

so now i've learnt to remain silent in case i hurt more people.

well, took 10 minutes off science revision to type this.

sort of meaningless yeah, so back to revision ;)

首先, 我必須得打敗自己\\