The only exciting thing about today is going to Felicia's condo's gym to exercise with Singmei. And of course, a loooong talk home with singmei! :D

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I don't know what and why, but I'm just not in the mood for anything now.

Screwed up life? I don't know. I have always thought that being optimistic is always the best. Keeping everything to myself was the best thing to do. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I have just realised that I'm finally wrong.

I need someone to guide me the way through my life. I thought I knew who He was already. I thought I was ready. But there's this thing that is stopping me to go all the way for Him. I don't know what, maybe, just maybe whatever I thought was wrong.

I cannot say that my life is screwed up, or horrible, because it certainly ain't. With my group of friends around me, everything seems perfect. We can talk anytime, go home together, joke around, and do anything together. I have a relatively perfect life, not really perfect, but you get what I mean.

But there's just this puzzle piece that is missing. There's just this obstacle in front of me, that I'm unable to overcome. Faced with dilemmas, but who can lead me to the correct choice? Still searching, and maybe I always will.

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Okay a pretty random post out there. If you really understand what I mean, then I'm thankful for knowing you :) But even if you don't its okay. I'm still thankful for knowing everyone I know today :)  

On a lighter note, there's nothing due tomorrow! And there's no school next tuesday and wednesday because its national day!! BUT. There's CT immediately after our holidays. Time to mug! ):

Kay, finished ranting. Shall get back to work ^^