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Saturday, March 30, 2013
at 10:56 PM

Loving this long weekend even though most of the thing(s) I did were sj-related. Well, excluding Econs alternative assignment 8D There is chem prac test on Monday (which is actually April Fools' hehehehe -evil laughter-) and I have no clue about what we're going to be tested on :X

Had a 8 hours long meeting session today. Actually it was made up of various meetings but STILL. Felt so restless because we've been sitting on chairs listening to lots of presentations and stuff and I felt like my neck was gonna break ._. Was quite a productive meeting though. Have lots of things to follow up on *-*

Had Macs for dinner for the second time this week. Unhealthy MAX. But it's okay, PE ON MONDAY (: Time to train up for 2.4, just hope I don't deprove!! OH and I bought my ball yesterday ^^ HAPPYGIRL96. 11 pounds though, arm muscles....


Up till now I still wonder why I'm still here sometimes. So tired of everything and I keep wondering what was it that made me want to stay on so bad. Don't know how my life will be like if I hadn't made that choice. I'll probably be a hundred times more free and have much lesser things to worry about, but there's no use saying all these, because I'm pretty sure there were things that I didn't want to let go of then, which resulted in where I am currently. 

I'll wait for the day where we can all proudly say, "We made it" (: 


Monday, March 25, 2013
at 9:53 PM

First day of school today!

Not a bad start hmm, have lots of things to catch up on though. (I.e tutorials)  I have a mini chem quiz tomorrow and I haven't started revising for it I'm dead. Tonight will be another long night sigh.

Felt so free today suddenly, not used to it! Luckily I had people to stay back with :)

Mr Low's last lesson lecture today :( He's a good lecturer, always so entertaining haha. With his pineapple and.... all sorts of nonsense funny stuff. At the end of the lecture he took out a fifty dollar note and asked who wants it. He then crushed and trampled on it, and asked who still wants it. But of course, no one got it :(

Not the point haha. I think he just wants us to know that, no matter how hard life gets, no matter how many times our hopes were crushed and our feelings are trampled on, we're still ourselves. Our value doesn't change. It all depends on us though, whether we want to continue to let ourselves down, or whether we want  to stand up, stay strong, and keep fighting.

Random, but I think NDP songs are so motivational. So... Here's one of my favourite NDP songs!



PCC was about stress management and the class just went crazy haha. Not gonna elaborate because... hmm. Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan is the song they used:


Hope no one can relate to the song, everyone SMILE :)

Need to start on functions. SIGH.

Sunday, March 24, 2013
at 8:13 PM

All 4 teams did well :) 

It's heartbreaking to see the team like that yesterday. But it's okay, we'll stand up from where we fell and come back stronger! 

Proud of who they have become and how much they have improved, and that's all that matters. Thankful for the team, the squad, the seniors, and Jia Yi for these 3 months. It was short, but I've learnt a lot. We still have next year, so it's not too bad, right? 

Hope everyone's alright now, might be hard to accept, but we'll all get over it soon. Took me two whole weeks last year ._. Different feeling though, as a competitor and as a mentor. There's still a long way to go, but I have everyone with me (: 

Must learn to be more optimistic! 

Tuesday, March 19, 2013
at 11:35 PM

4 days.

We're all in this race together. Last stretch, we'll not give up.

'

Current favourite song!

To everyone who's feeling stressed at this point in time, press on! 要学会把压力化为动力, quotes 刘老师.

It's true! Not much time left, it has been a tiring journey, but it'd be worth it :)


Monday, March 18, 2013
at 10:16 PM

5 words which sums up everything: 明天会更好 (: 


Gonna start on PI soon, still have no idea what to do about but I guess it'll work out soon. Think brain think. First day of March holidays over, not much productivity :( Blame myself for loving procrastination too much. Not a particularly good day, my body tells me that I'm worried about something, but my brain tells me that everything will go fine. Heart or head? Tough question.


Second last training tomorrow, we'll make the best out of it. No matter what others say, we need to be confident of ourselves. Believe and trust each other, that's the most important. No negative thoughts from now on!

A year ago, things didn't turn out well. It's worse when you know what you could have done better and if we had done it, we would probably have passed. That feeling at that moment was something I would never forget. It was a really horrible feeling that I hope no one would ever experience it again. Do your best, and leave no regrets!

I'll be strong till the end. 

"I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make"


Tuesday, March 12, 2013
at 11:26 PM

Alrightz, in the middle of March now.

I'll never be able to get used to Senior High life I guess, the lecture-tutorial system just isn't my thing >:( But it's okay, I still have one more year and a few more months to go before the real war starts.

On to non-academic related stuffs, it's 11 days to comp.

Have been feeling so nolstagic these few days, I wanna go back to JH! I miss 4G. I miss squad. I miss my JH teachers. I miss my team :( It's not that I don't want to move on in life, it's just that sometimes, when things doesn't go right, you'll start thinking of the past and realise how much you miss the past. Well yeah, that's me now.

Life has been really busy recently. Maybe not "recently" but yes. With my only free afternoon being Tuesday afternoon, my tutorials are usually completed over the weekends. Not that I've done lots, but at least enough to let me get through everyday ._. Need to start being serious about work (oh how many times have I said this?). If not I can just prepare to fail everything already.


Newton's third law states that for every action there will be an equal and opposite reaction. Why can't effort and results be the same? They always say you reap what you sow, but... it's not always true. This is why people get disappointed. If you worked hard for it, yet you don't get the results you wanted because of other factors, you'll definitely be disappointed. Then again, they always say "if you have put in your best, then no matter what the results are, you'll be happy with it, because you know you have done your best and there are no regrets.". Really? Personal experience answers everything.

Just some random things I thought of, might be related to anything happening in my life now. On a happier note, I got my new laptop ^^ Spent the whole afternoon playing with it I love it so much :D


How to make others happy? Be happy. Sounds legit. 

Time to pack my bag, and tonight will be an early night. 

Goodnight world (: 


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